Hardly there is on the earth a person who did not hear that is in heavens of Tsarstvie Heavenly, but who is not enough people was honoured to see it at terrestrial life though to reach it not too difficultly. Nevertheless about Tsarstvii it is possible to read in the different church literature, but anywhere there is no story about paradise pleasure which expects the forgiven. And here I also want to tell about it. There was it in day of the sacred Matron. I dream about the room and that I sleep. As though by the chamber it is removed. And suddenly someone smoothly approaches to a headboard, I do not see the person, but I see a body silhouette, and then the silhouette slowly began to rise upwards to (soar), having risen upwards it has accepted horizontal position and began to fall on me. As soon as the contact has begun, I have understood at once that it is the Matron. Its legs came to an end on my knees. (All know that the Matron was very small growth). But as soon as there was a full connection that it was possible to describe further not probably since it is not present on the earth. All body has as though disappeared, more precisely, has changed, the physical weight has disappeared, and "body" became as though a single whole. No, I feel that there are hands and feet, but they not such as now, and all in a single whole (in a cover). It is difficult to explain it. But the main thing that all terrestrial sensations have in a flash disappeared as the wave has run on all body and all about what suffered, mourned and cried, has passed into nothingness, as though it never was, in a head became so it is light and it is pure, as though I and did not know never that there is an earth and terrestrial life with feelings, sufferings and a pain. And all "body" from top to heels to be in a state of bliss, a condition it not to explain. If at the person the hand in rest, sensations any lies. And here all "body" though and in rest, but in movement, movement inside. But sensation from it such pleasant that if to combine terrestrial pleasures together (warmly, taste of food, love games, pleasure, laughter) all these terrestrial pleasures and the penny does not stand in comparison with this pleasure …. And further I began to rise upwards to (soar) over a cot. Then I have set to it two questions (excuse, I can not tell) and she has answered. After me have again lowered smoothly on bed and as soon as has occurred расцепка to soul – there has again come the NIGHTMARE. All terrestrial about what I have already forgotten, an avalanche has failed on me. So at terrestrial life I have learnt, for the sake of what it is necessary to refuse much in this world. Many hope on sacred, for their help. But probably very few people knows that for this purpose to help at least to one person, spirit dead it is necessary to pay and this payment is very high. It needs to be in our world, to stay in which to it very hard, and for this purpose it needs to leave this state of bliss. Reflecting after that, the first that I have thought that if I would be sacred, hardly I would respond, since this such over natural pleasure that it is possible to tell truly – Paradise pleasure!!! To the told I will add that I was ill 23 years dreadful diseases, (congenital) them treat in one country of the world, all medical stars here are powerless – but here many years as I have forgotten about them!